Jog On
Yesterday, i had an argument with the unreliable girl who i have mentioned before in my blog, as you can see i call her a girl because shes not my friend anymore and i'm not hers.
What happened was...FB (my friend im not going to use thier names) and that girl had an argument over the weekend and that girl instead of fighting her own battles got her cousin who's 14 to swear, argue and piss off FB. Then that girl on Tuesday (because we didnt have school on Monday) told another friend- (BW) that FB deserved to be sworn at.
That girl when confronted by FB at our bench where we sit during break and lunch said her reason for blaming it on FB on msn ect was because she was the only one online and she only told FB to "Fuck Off" because of the same reason - yes i know pathetic excuse. This is when I butted in and asked her "so why did you put "Janny and Amy stop talking about me" as your msn name." and her reason was because we talk about her. Fair enough, we do talk about her but i told her "Lots of other people talk about you too, no-one likes you everyones just putting on a face for you" by this time i was shouting but thats because she shouted at me first and lying to my face. I also told her i wouldn't care if she talked about me or anyone talked about me because it really dosn't bother me. Then, she got up and left realising she really wasn't wanted because i called her an antention seeker and sympathy hunter (which also other members of the bench agree with) and because i was at the tether of my temper I shouted at her while walking off "yeah you walk on, jog on *sticking my fingers up* you fucking bitch, fucking sket"
When she glanced over while weeping shouted across the playground "Don't fucking cry you sket" and she stuck her fingers up at me and i shouted across "fuck off".
Eventhough, my friends agree with me that she is a attention seeker, sympathy hunter and liar they dont agree that i said "Lots of other people talk about you too, no-one likes you everyones just putting on a face for you" because aparently that was "too harsh" personally, i don't think it is "harsh" because the only reason of being nice to her was so that she didnt cry because she always wants sympathy and attention ect. Also, truth hurts you gotta deal with it, I mean she isn't a child she hasn't gotta be spoon fed and constantly checked that she's not hurt - she's 16.
Im a very opinionated person and i say what i think. I don't think what i did was wrong because maybe from this she will learn not to do that to her other friends. If she has a problem with me she has to deal with it not get other people to sort it out for her or expect me to change myself because darling, i won't. Furthermore, I'm actually a very nice person i like to have a laugh and giggle, i love making friends, be honest and i hardly ever loose my temper. I think thats the first time i've lost my temper at school.
Neways, eventhough some of my friends who didn't do anything and just watched felt guilty i dont feel guilty, i don't care if she dosn't like me and i wouldn't be affected if my friends did that to me because i would never lie or be like like her because if your like that you are expected to get a slap of reality sometime soon - she bought it on herself! It might seem really cold hearted but last time i had a fall out with her and made peace was because i beleive people deserve second chances but she had her second chance and messed it up. I'm not going to apologise for anything, she refuses to talk to me and aperently "never wants to see my face" - which is going to be hard round school lol!
So, now she can jog on.
What happened was...FB (my friend im not going to use thier names) and that girl had an argument over the weekend and that girl instead of fighting her own battles got her cousin who's 14 to swear, argue and piss off FB. Then that girl on Tuesday (because we didnt have school on Monday) told another friend- (BW) that FB deserved to be sworn at.
That girl when confronted by FB at our bench where we sit during break and lunch said her reason for blaming it on FB on msn ect was because she was the only one online and she only told FB to "Fuck Off" because of the same reason - yes i know pathetic excuse. This is when I butted in and asked her "so why did you put "Janny and Amy stop talking about me" as your msn name." and her reason was because we talk about her. Fair enough, we do talk about her but i told her "Lots of other people talk about you too, no-one likes you everyones just putting on a face for you" by this time i was shouting but thats because she shouted at me first and lying to my face. I also told her i wouldn't care if she talked about me or anyone talked about me because it really dosn't bother me. Then, she got up and left realising she really wasn't wanted because i called her an antention seeker and sympathy hunter (which also other members of the bench agree with) and because i was at the tether of my temper I shouted at her while walking off "yeah you walk on, jog on *sticking my fingers up* you fucking bitch, fucking sket"
When she glanced over while weeping shouted across the playground "Don't fucking cry you sket" and she stuck her fingers up at me and i shouted across "fuck off".
Eventhough, my friends agree with me that she is a attention seeker, sympathy hunter and liar they dont agree that i said "Lots of other people talk about you too, no-one likes you everyones just putting on a face for you" because aparently that was "too harsh" personally, i don't think it is "harsh" because the only reason of being nice to her was so that she didnt cry because she always wants sympathy and attention ect. Also, truth hurts you gotta deal with it, I mean she isn't a child she hasn't gotta be spoon fed and constantly checked that she's not hurt - she's 16.
Im a very opinionated person and i say what i think. I don't think what i did was wrong because maybe from this she will learn not to do that to her other friends. If she has a problem with me she has to deal with it not get other people to sort it out for her or expect me to change myself because darling, i won't. Furthermore, I'm actually a very nice person i like to have a laugh and giggle, i love making friends, be honest and i hardly ever loose my temper. I think thats the first time i've lost my temper at school.
Neways, eventhough some of my friends who didn't do anything and just watched felt guilty i dont feel guilty, i don't care if she dosn't like me and i wouldn't be affected if my friends did that to me because i would never lie or be like like her because if your like that you are expected to get a slap of reality sometime soon - she bought it on herself! It might seem really cold hearted but last time i had a fall out with her and made peace was because i beleive people deserve second chances but she had her second chance and messed it up. I'm not going to apologise for anything, she refuses to talk to me and aperently "never wants to see my face" - which is going to be hard round school lol!
So, now she can jog on.
Labels: anger, arguments, attention seekers, compulisve liars, friends, school, sympathy hunters, the bench
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