Benchian Janny

Friday, 18 December 2009

The blindness Of People

People can be blind in many ways, the ignorant are blind, the arrogant are blind, the rich are sometimes blind because they forget to see that the people around are equal or even a better person than them.

They all forget that we are human, that money comes and goes, Education and Intelligence can be attained by anyone, the arrogant talk about "equality" of races but don't see the inequality of the their actions.

I know someone who's well off and has been to umrah but always seems to go to the "better off " relatives houses the one's with big houses and fast cars instead of her own sister's who may live in a small house and drive an average car but prays for her the most.

Its sad to think that people become blind and forget.
People. What happens?

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Monday, 7 December 2009

A Feeling of Lonliness?

Today, i feel really lonely, i went college today and i have new friends here but I just feel lonely. I miss my friends, it takes time to become close with someone, when someone fully understands you or you can tell them anything and they will understand. When a nod of the head means exactly what you want it to mean or a waggle of the fingers has you set of laughing. Laughing till your stomach throbs and your cheeks ache because you've gone to the extreme. Rolling eyes and your friend knowing exactly what you mean. Wacking them round the head with your water bottle and taking the piss out of them and them acting helpless. Getting a hug when you need it. Everything, to be honest life with your bestest, closest friends 400miles away is hard living.

We talk on the phone, on msn, on facebook, text, but its never enough. It doesn't satisfy the face to face conversations. Walking home, getting the bus together, then going up to your house and saying "See you tommorow" and smiling to them and yourself that you've got the greatest friends in the world.

I miss where I use to live, it was so much more diverse then here, more cultures, shops, more everything. I hate the fact that town is so far compared to where i use to live basically on the same road. You could see the shops from my window. Here, people assume your foreign because you got a hijab on and the lack of coulored people. They think you'll have an accent and wasn't born in the same country as then. They think you hold extremist views until you tell them exactly what its like to be a muslim.

The experience of being "new" is not a nice one. Everyone says eventually, it will feel normal but how long is eventually?

Round my hometown (8) By Adele
(Have A Listen)

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